Something is definitely wrong with me these days. I am more confused, baffled, bewildered than normal. It is more than the "going to get something and forgetting what you were going for" syndrome. It is hard to concentrate and keep things in my head. My mind was at one time sharp and full of ideas and images and hopes and dreams. Now it is just a mess. It is not so bad that I would go to a doctor and say, "Quick, give me the miracle memory drug" but it is getting worse. People say "Oh, you are just getting older", but I find that hard to accept. I am not that old. Christ, we have 80 year old people who come into the restaurant that are sharper than I am. I can't keep names, dates, important events and prior knowledge in there because it is so cluttered with junk. Therefore I have started making lists. A list a day of things I have to do. God help me if I forget to make the list.
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